4/3/13 Mario 25
I
parked outside a Dunkin’ Donuts next to a Harley Davidson decked out in all its
glory, complete with Roman chariot scythe blades coming out of the wheel
hubs. Inside, its owner, Mario, sat looking just as fierce with his
leather jacket, ominous-looking club insignia, full beard and handkerchief
headband. He glared around the store, looking like he was just daring people to
mess with him. He did look a little out
of place in the bright lights of the donut shop, but still, he did look
intimidating. However, one result of
witnessing regularly is I’m learning to look past the outer shell and see
people as God sees them, as souls in need of redemption. I was glad I carry million dollar gospel
tracts for just such an occasion, and it put a big smile on his face when I
gave it to him. I explained that it’s a fun
collector’s item but with a serious question on the back – “Will you go to
heaven?” He laughed as he said, “No, I’m
probably going to hell, I’ve been baaad man.”
Now I’ve also learned that the few people who do say they will go to
hell when I ask this question really don’t believe it, especially when they say
it with a smile on their face. They
either deny it exists, or they thoughtlessly say with bravado something about “partying
with the devil” (usually when in front of some friends), or they think that
maybe in the eyes of church people they would go to hell but God knows their heart and would not be so
unfair. For Mario, it was a combination
of all of these. He said “I gave up on
religion a long time ago. All I believe
in now are my boys” referring to the Harley club he rides with. I asked how God might judge him, outside of
his rejection of religion. “Are you
basically a good person?” He thought a
minute and said “I mean, I do a lot of bad s_____, but God knows I don’t really
mean it. I think He knows my heart. He
knows I have good intentions.” “So what
are your good intentions?” He couldn’t
think of any. I continued, “An important
question is, what is the standard God will judge us by? If He compares us to other people, well, we
can always find other people doing things much worse than us. Just pick up any newspaper and read about
them. Sometimes I think that’s why we
like to read about the horrible things people do, it makes us feel better by
comparison. But God has different
standard – His laws, like the Ten Commandments.
How would you be judged by them?”
Mario had assumed his major sin was his rejection of religion. But looking at individual laws helped him to
see his sin was, well, sin. He would be judged by God not primarily for lack of
beliefs but for his sinful actions against what he knows to be right. He could no longer blame God for being
unfair. I helped him to see this in a simple, logical way, but he understood
the implications, and I think “it started to get too hot in the kitchen” so he said
he had to leave. I didn’t get to share
the good news about Jesus, but he had enough church background to know the rest
of the message and besides, I think he heard what he needed to hear for now.
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