10/16/13 Benjamin 25
“God
knows my heart” … I hear it often from people on the streets. What does that
mean, exactly? I heard it yesterday from
a young man named Benjamin whom I reached out to at a Dunkin’ Donuts. He had grown up in a churchgoing family, so I
think he knew better than to just blatantly say he could go to heaven by doing
good deeds, But he said it more subtly, “God
knows my heart. He knows my good intentions,
that I try to learn from my mistakes and improve myself”. He also mentioned that he does a lot of good
things, goes to church, and reads the Bible. I’m realizing that many churchgoers, who have
been told repeatedly that they cannot be saved by good works, turn to the next
best thing they can think of – their “good heart” They know full well they sin, but they
believe God looks past their sins to their good intentions. Why then, did Benjamin believe some people
will end up in hell? By his logic it
follows that he believes people are sent to hell because they don’t have a good
enough heart, or in other words, not as good as his. He may not have realized it or cared to admit
it, but he was implicitly saying that he was better, that he somehow deserves
salvation more than others, but he was also quick to avoid being judgmental of
others specifically. This would be in opposition to the idea that he has a good
and innocent heart. I explained to Ben
that the Bible teaches that none of us are worthy, none of us really has a “good
heart” (Luke 18:19), and that it is only by faith in Jesus that we can be saved
from the punishment we deserve. Ben
seemed to understand this but before I left he made sure to show me what he had
been watching on his computer before I walked in – a Joyce Meyers ministry program
– more evidence, he thought, of his “good heart”. Let’s pray for Ben, and that we too do not fall
into that same “God knows my heart” trap!
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