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He invited me in to talk, but first had to put away his
gun. Jeff, a retired cop, explained that
there had been some burglaries in the neighborhood, and he suspected the thief
would knock on doors first to see if people were home. While I was knocking, he had waited just
inside his door, gun in hand, to see if I would break in!
Despite the gun, I’ve had some great experiences getting to
know my neighbors and sharing the Gospel by knocking on doors and asking about
their beliefs. The biggest difficulty,
especially as the days get shorter, has been finding the right window of time
when people are home from work but it’s not so late that I am truly bothering
them. So far, about 25% have been
willing to talk a short time, 25% not willing, and 50% have been willing to
have an extended conversation.
At first Jeff seemed willing to have a longer conversation
as we settled into his living room. I
asked about his beliefs, and he had explained that his wife is the religious
one of the family, that she attends mass faithfully every morning, while he has
put in many years of service as a cop in some pretty rough neighborhoods. Now he basically wants to just keep doing
good and trust that this will count for something in the hereafter. We chatted some about the neighborhood and
ways in which he and his wife were helping others out. He soon tired of that and said “Let’s just
cut to the chase. What’s your angle? What is it you really want out of this
conversation?”
He assumed I wanted him to join my church or sign up for
something - probably because I had a clipboard in order to keep track of which
houses I have visited and who had been home - but I assured him that I simply want
to help people better understand the Gospel, that only God can change people’s
hearts. He had some good questions but was
never really patient or interested enough to hear an extended answer. Finally, he explained “You know, when it
comes to religion, I’m basically lazy. I
just leave it to my wife and the church to figure out, and I try to do my part
to be a better person. And I really have
become a nicer person as I get older, so I think God is pretty happy with me.”
When Jeff self-identified as being “lazy”, I felt like he
really hit the nail on the head, though I wasn’t going to sit as a guest in his
living room and expand on that thought. But
I believe that for a large percentage of people, “laziness” would be at the
core of their estrangement from God.
It might seem like laziness is simply just a bad habit or
mild character flaw. But maybe it’s much
more than that. Maybe it’s a sort of
passive rebellion against God, a less-obvious way of putting selfish pleasure
first before God’s priorities. Maybe
laziness is more often than not a sin of the highest order against God’s
authority in our lives.
In his parable of the bags of gold, Jesus explained that the
servant who failed to invest his was a “‘..wicked, lazy servant” In describing the Cretans, Paul called them “…liars,
evil brutes, lazy gluttons.” And in
Hebrews, laziness is the opposing attribute of those who fully inherit God’s promises.
As a cop, I’m pretty sure Jeff didn’t view ignorance of the
law as a good excuse to break the law. This
ignorance begins with the laziness that comes in failing to have a proper
respect for the law. So too with God’s
law, and the purpose it has for us - to show us our sin and our need for the
Savior. Jeff is missing out on the Savior
because his sinful laziness won’t allow him to see his need for salvation.
So brothers and sisters, let us not be fooled into thinking
our own laziness is any less than the sin it is. “We want each of you to show this same
diligence to the very end, so that what you hope for may be fully realized. We
do not want you to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and
patience inherit what has been promised.”
(Hebrews 6)
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