Every morning, Bill, a 76 year old retired construction
worker and lifelong resident of a Chicago blue-collar and formerly
Irish-Catholic southeast side neighborhood, travels a half hour to a park near
Chicago’s Chinatown, where, along with perhaps 50 Chinese seniors, he
participates in about 90 minutes of Tai Chi, a sort of slow-motion exercise
routine.
I had initiated an outreach conversation with Bill at the
same park, and found out he had been raised as a strict Irish-Catholic but has
long since neglected matters of faith, with just a sort of vague hope that his
spirit will continue to live on after he dies.
But he was pretty set in his rejection of specific religious belief for
himself, saying several times “Well, whatever works for you” with the clear
implication that “It doesn’t work for me”.
The disciples came to him and asked, “Why do you speak to
the people in parables?”
He replied, “Because the knowledge of the secrets of the
kingdom of heaven has been given to you, but not to them. Whoever has will be
given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what
they have will be taken from them. This is why I speak to them in parables:
“Though seeing, they do not see; though hearing, they do
not hear or understand.
For many, the idea of God actually hiding His truths from
people seems hard to fathom. Shouldn’t a
God of love make it ever-easier for people to believe? Why would He purposely hide his truths?
Jesus continues his explanation, and it gets even harder to
accept:
“‘You will be ever hearing but never understanding; you
will be ever seeing but never perceiving.
For this people’s heart has become calloused; they hardly hear with
their ears, and they have closed their eyes.
Otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear with their ears,
understand with their hearts and turn, and I would heal them.’
So what we have here are people whose hearts have become
calloused and hardened to God’s truths, and Jesus saying he won’t simply make
it easier for them in order to let them accept it. Why?
I’m no theologian, but my guess is that it has to do with
God’s sovereignty. People who have
hardened their hearts to truth on God’s terms have no right to demand truth on
their own terms. God knows that people
who will only accept truth on their own terms will fail to see that it is a
gift from God. They will think “I
figured this out with MY eyes, with MY ears, with MY heart.” Me, me, me, like I’m doing God a favor.
So after hearing about Bill’s background and realizing that
he has been hardening his heart toward God his entire life, should I likewise
try to hide God’s truths? Absolutely
not! It is God who is sovereign, not
I. We as God’s ambassadors are to make
God’s message as clear as possible. We
don’t know the heart of a man, and we don’t know God’s purposes. Maybe he has been preparing Bill for 76 years
to hear the Gospel on this particular day, who knows? I don’t.
What I see in Bill is
a tough, Chicago south-sider who has crossed many barriers to participate in
Tai-Chi, which at one time was probably a very foreign and probably somewhat
intimidating hurdle to overcome. It’s
not that hard to imagine him responding to the Gospel, but in the end it will
always be a gift and a miraculous heart-change that only God can bring about.
Thank you, Dan, for allowing me to record our conversation! It can be viewed HERE at https://youtu.be/5veaSPR_NeE
Thank you, Dan, for allowing me to record our conversation! It can be viewed HERE at https://youtu.be/5veaSPR_NeE
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